after i got off from school today at around 12.30pm, i went to red ribbon's bakery to meet up with fred and have lunch with him. that's what i planned: lunch. but of course, knowing fred, it didnt end up as i have planned. it became a chikahan marathon. yeba! nonstop talk about life in general, chika about other people we know, news about our own schools, politics, philippine's tragic situation, philippine's tragic tragedy, philippine's art appreciation, kabulakbulan at gimikan, spirituality.. aaaaaagggh!!! i could go on forever! man, both my stomach and my mind was stuffed! that was a pretty good chat! and this time, we werent drinking coffee or fraps in strabucks or seattle's best coffee, we were eating salisbury steaks, pancit, and heavy rocky road and cheese cakes! urp! a big shout out to fred: hey, i had a great time! hahahhaha. lintik na ulan yun no? dapat more chika pa tau but the fucking rain is forever unpredictable, it ruined our plan to have some smokes and more kwentuhans!! curse you mother nature!!! oh well, there'll be another time diba?
hay. and i thought i was the only one who misses abu dhabi. fred doesnt like to admit it but with the way he talks, i know he does. we were a little nostalgic kanina, but knowing men and their stupid "oh-we-are-men-and-we-are-not-emotional" thing, of course he denies it. BUT YOU ARE NOSTALGIC kanina. har har har. and take my advice fred: be emotional. sometimes it helps. doesnt matter if you're a gal or a guy. what matters is that you are a human, and you have the capability to feel. so go on and tell adrian you miss him. even though he's a real prick and all that, always rememebr that you guys are the best of friends. and please arrange a date for the three of us, so we can have that mind-blowing coffee and intellectual session again. cant wait na pare.
later this evening, rachel(my roomate) and i had our dinner at a small restaurant near our dorm. there were old music that was playing on the radio and they played "365 days". i remembered back in senior high, when we used to wonder what college life would be like for all of us. we were so naive. and i cant believe that im already in this "college life"... it was like i can see myself back then, dreaming of where to study and what course to take. i suddenly felt a tug on my heart, and i was teary already. its a good thing rachel didnt notice me. it was hard to fight back tears. God, i miss high school. and i believe its okay to feel that way and be emotional sometimes. i am human. and most of all, i am a woman.. bru, joyce, sarah, angeli and the rest of the guys: i miss all of you.. i hope that you're all doing fine...
till my next blog...
