absolutely clueless

\\ms. avi\ have i been sleepwalking for the past few days? maybe. bakit parang di ko alam mga nangyayari sa paligid ko? am i a turning into a zombie person? kasi for the past few days i've been recieving shocking news. well, not that shocking, guess im just over reacting. its just that everytime i'll go to school, my classmate will ask me "hey nagawa mo na ba yun proj?" and i was like, "huh? anong project?", and my mom said na "oi uuwi ako sa october", and ako naman "baket?", and another example is i've just learned that im included in sherine's (my former school mate back in abu dhabi) 18 candles in her debut. guess when? TOMORROW!!! damn it! am i beginning to have a short-term memory loss problem or am i just too fucking lazy to know what was happening around me? is this the result of too many burgers, chocolates and other junk foods that i keep on feeding my very happy and willing mouth, or is this the result of too much partying and less praying? i know.. maybe its because of the way-too-much plate making in school. nah, i dont think so. i love my work in school. well i guess its because of my smoking. maybe all that smoke went into my head already. gotta stop now. but i cant. i just cant.. currently. i cant live without it. tsk tsk tsk.. and i think that is bad.

i have to go now and think of what to wear at sherine's party... blog u later..